It's been a while. And it's been a shitty time to say the least. The world is melting down, inflation's going up, jobs are being lost... Scary shit. And on the personal front, upheaval as well. Sigh.
I hate this feeling of being helpless. People keep saying things to me like "If you love it, let it go" or "What's yours will be yours", both of which just sound like really bad Hallmark cards to me. I hate having to let things go; it makes me feel like I am not in control of my own destiny. But I suppose that when two people are involved with 2 separate points of view, someone ends up giving way.
It just seems that most of the time I end up on the losing end. Sigh.
Adulthood sucks.
Posted by scrabbyfoo at October 6, 2008 06:37 PM